Eh Im to the point of hating my job. We had a meeting tonight and while I have been left in charge of my barista area I still feel like my higher co workers treat me like I dont know what I am doing.. and this is bullshit because its easy. How could i not know how to do something. Fucking people ( Read more... )

I forgot how stressful it is to move.... But I have started my search and have a couple places I am going to look at in the next few days ( Read more... )

I left work early yesterday to help in the search for Rabbit, before I left I asked poet to come and help me explain why I had to leave right then and there. My boss said go and do what you have to do, I thought we had made it clear that it was life or death to him but maybe he thought I wasnt being serious or something. I had no real time to stop ( Read more... )

Work was um work!!! It went well but i feel like I did everything.... and thats some bullshit. The people I work with are ok but insanly lazy. I am far more experienced then them and it sucks.  And I can see this becoming a problem. How ever I am not the youngest which I have been in many jobs in the past and that sucked far more then just working ( Read more... )

I start at 9 am. I really hope this goes smooth. I know it will though. Next step find a new place to live.

I wish I had something good to write. But I cant come up with anything happy worth writing.. I spent the hole day in bed and from 5 to 7pm drinking a shit tone of vodka resulting in me passing out till 1am. I think it was more that I was so tired.... Even though I slept from about 5am till 2 or 3pm.... I just have to much going on to be awake for ( Read more... )

We all hate our room mates at one point or another.... well I really hate mine now. I had a friend over last night... and this is like the 5th time Ive had someone over at my house since I moved in. I realize it was late at night and all but me and my friend where not being loud. We where mainly in the living room and my little side smoking room. ( Read more... )

Two steps forward, 10 steps back...
 Im getting nowhere fast.
Im just wasting life.
Just fucking up left and right.
 Sour for a moment,
I know it will work out alright!
If only I get back up and try again.
And if that fails, try again and again.
What eles is there to do?
Give up! Yeah right!
Not me, not tonight!

I have to be at work in 35 mintues... but its just down the street.... good thing to. I got like an hour and a half of sleep and I am more shaky then normal. I messed up on my make up pretty bad and my eyes are all puffy, Damn. I loook like a preppy nerd right now or should I say Banker.... Fuck Im never comfortable dressing like this. I feel like ( Read more... )

I swear the bum is retarded. Why would someone think its just ok to walk into a house and hang out all day long, even when I ask him all the time to leave. I'm awake super early for my interview, and about 15 minutes ago the bum sneaks up the back door and gets on the internet. I ask him, do you mind not hanging around today It would be nice to ( Read more... )